sometimes.

Sometimes I think I might just be figuring it out. I might be realizing what's next and be on my way towards it. Then I get thrown a curve ball and start to second guess myself.

I guess the only way to know is to do it but I wonder what I'm sacrificing in the pursuit. I guess it's all about taking that chance. Figuring it out. I just hope that I make the right decision and not something that I'll regret soon afterwards.

Ugh. I hate making big decisions. I wish someone would just come tap me on the shoulder and tell me what I should do and erase my doubts.